i learned in year 2007

last days.... last last days....... last last month? der something changes on myself. dey know me even myself.....na laging nakatawa, lging positive, na parang walang problema, matapang, at hindi alam kung papano umiyak. naalala ko tuloy yung tanong sa akin ng friend kong si marjon "umiiyak ka ba ruth?" ya ganun nila aku kilala. pero hindi nya alam im sad on dat day and even days kasi i miss someone. i realize to myself "tao pala ako... umiiyak..... nasasaktan..." hehehe... joke ko lng yon sa sarili ko pero totoo naman eh.... this thing i learned on dis year.... paminsan minsan hindi masama umiyak. sometimes you have to admit dat ur weak kasi not all d time ur strong. you don't have to pretend dat u r strong. ders nothing wrong on crying but the important is... after crying don't forget to move on. man created not to suffer from just pain and feels pity for himself but man feels pain to learn from that pain and move on. the more hardship you encounter the stronger you become.

"however long the night is the morning will surely come". the night signifies our dark days of our life and a morning signifies a new hope for every people. i wish the 2008 is a new morning for us. let us welcome year 2008. may god bless us and have a prosperous new year!